Maybe it's the twisting, the shrinking on the vine or the hollow feelings I've buried deep inside. Or the late night emergencies and the bleeding that can't be stopped or tied. Or maybe it's tomorrow and the secrets it'll find to scheme and hide. Maybe it's the failures following everything we've ever tried. Maybe the answers aren't coming no matter how much time we bide. Maybe tonight is all the chance we'll ever have to stem the rising tide. I don't have answers to the long questions of this ride but I'm working toward solutions to the promises and the lies they've lied even if it seems I'm aimless or in penalty or standing on the other side.