if not properly understood at least there's no conclave or the secretive language and she complained and complained and i was using secret language and she thought i might as well be getting extra-cirriculum *** but instead she didn't realize that i love thinking and especially when i'm alone this is better than t.v. and she's not used to someone being entertained by the jellyfish worth of the mind and i can have plenty more afternoons where this morning came... and then there's the night craft of wanting to be left alone even given the daily routine of everyone else in the vicinity a sort of William Burroughs typo in the bowels of Antwerp and later Cairo or north Africa in general and like the old ancient Roman world and where it came and went and then Christianity replaced it then you wonder where the argument for Islam against Christianity is and where Judaism left and made the biggest imprint since the PYramids: in the CHImneys of Aushwitz and it took so little time by comparison that there was no time for Messiah Pope or Antichrist