I feel like I’m being ripped apart from the inside
I’ve buried these feelings but they won’t be denied
It started with a burning deep in my lungs
From breaths held waiting
Hiding eyes tear stung
Rationality outran by fear
When it comes to him I can’t see clear
Sleepless nights tossing, turning
In my mind, always yearning
Bring me peace or quick relief
Quiet, give me something that feels true
I am no longer who I was to you