I'd pick you flowers from the field Words from the most amazing individual I've met in my life A independent woman to treat anyone right Genuine beauty Genuine soul Unique and beautiful R.I.P forever with hopes to cross you again But until then I've been struggling with the world lately Hanging on barely A beautiful tragedy I'm trusting less Living to forget Always depressed Now I'm wishing I was in a field picking flowers for someone to love and adore me Remind me what it's like to be happy Fighting off the world during rotation I'm at war with my imaginations Loved ones checking on me I've forgotten to live my reality Pick me flowers and leave them by my journals I'll be back later