Actions not words,
new lesson learned.. or trying at least.
It's a hard one to swallow when it means so much more..
More to my heart..
To my health..
To my life...
To question the actions of the one I hold dear..
I don't want to see, to look, or believe.
Could you be... only words?
You couldn't... You wouldn't.. be just like her?..
Her, a girl who cared for me not,
but her words spun a web in which I got caught.
Took a year to untangle, brush the cobs from my eyes
To look at her actions and cast aside all the lies
I tell myself now, never again
But could you be.. only words?
You couldn't.. You wouldn't .. just make believe?
If so, I dont want to know,
I'll just let it be.
The truth would hurt more, or I'll die and then see.
You couldnt.. You wouldn't.. do that to me?..