"You know you never talk to me, when I always tell you everything..."
And I kept silent then.
And I'll keep silent now
Even if my life reaches its end.
I can't trust you with my heart,
All its broken pieces barely holding together
Delicate
It's taken time for me to be so gentle with myself
It's taken time for me to feel warmth again
Should I open the doors to my heart again
I know you'll wreak havoc
Break down all that I struggled to piece together again

And maybe if I told you you'd slowly come to terms with it
But I do not plan to become collateral damage
Do not plan to expose my heart without a guarantee
Can you guarantee that you won't lash out at me like you always do?

I don't hate you for it
But don't expect anything more
I've closed the doors
And that is all