"i want you in my life" "I care deeply about you" "Your voice makes my day better" "I am so ******* when it comes to you" "I want you" "I need you in my life" "Please don't go" "I, I love you" "Just for me, please" "Oh come on, its not that bad" "I think you'll cute" "Just for me, please" "No, were not doing that" "I will not do that" "Because I said no" "Why does it mater to you" "Do you even love me?" "Here let me make it up to you" "Oh come on, don't be cold" "It was just a joke" "Why are you distant" "Why don't you listen" "Because I say it's so" "Like you said, I'm all you have" "In my house this will be the rule, no exceptions" "You will do it because I say so"
Countless words unlimited breaths all for what for history to repeat once more?
Not this time Not this round Not this year I won't break under your thumb once more Because for once, I am choosing myself And learning to love myself more then I could love the false man you played Your greatest fear, only coming true You are more like him then you think And I am glad I am not my mom
Once the clouds part, and sun shines down, only then can I see what damage the abuse caused. And how strong I am for getting out and not letting it continue.