what’s going on
i sit here everyday
crying every day
listening to the same **** song
am i ok?
am i good enough?
my blank mind is no match for anyone
my thoughts are always rough
i feel dead already
i try so hard all the time
but what comes out of it
i hurt everybody
i feel dangerous
emotionally
i show the funny side
the kind side
but on the inside
i have no sides
what’s going on
i don’t deserve love do i
so many people say they love me
but my paranoia
makes my mind say they wanna hurt me
i always get called passive
they never see me cry
they say im mean
but on the inside i wanna die
he says all these things
gives me hope
but on the inside
i can’t cope
i love him so much
so i try
ill continue to try
but as of now
ive been wanting to die
what’s going on
i feel pathetic
he’s so ******* nice
seems like a dream
but what the hell
he doesn’t need me
i pull him down with all my issues
because of that i cry into tissues
what’s going on
i feel clueless
why are you depressed
why won’t he break up with you
it’s not like i have a list
i have no idea
the answers to some of my questions
but i wish my brain would stop hurting me
and learn some lessons
what’s going on
i wish i was better
that i didn’t think like this
but unfortunately
my thoughts aren’t something im gonna miss
i don’t know how to do this
how am i supposed to
when i don’t even know how to be a human
what’s going on