Because I wake up in the morning And start my day thinking about you Somewhere between packing lunches And taking Gabriel to school Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night too I think you must be somewhere there Me on your mind as well I will never be able to love anyone else the way that I love you The worst part is being able to move on, knowing nothing will ever be good enough Nothing will ever be the same Nothing will ever matter as much I have moved on to focusing on my sons life To get him to his happy place I wonder when I will look up and see my own wrinkled hands Even then, I know I will miss you That’s what breaks me, knowing we will go from old to young It makes no sense, you are my soulmate you know Even after all this time, even after all these years It’s all the same, how I feel inside about you All the dust you kicked up, has settled And I know now that you see me there too It’s why you can’t help yourself Please call me Call me call me call me We can talk and be full