I keep dreaming about you
Where we smile together
Reconciling
Even before the aftermath

Taking pictures
Where we smile together
Reminiscing
The memory we've never had
                                  in real life

I caress you in my dream
And we smile together
Carelessly of what's about to happen
A part from that, we're just woven

And i've awoken
We've never smiled ever

The real memory
Is apocryphal story
For that I'm sorry
For not giving you any
To
Be loved
Be cared
Be cradled

I'm really sorry
That waking me up is hurting you--a nightmare
And staying with me for you is to always be awake--on guard