a cold and sobering April afternoon and i am still quiet unsure what made me decide to open and rekindle reading some Heidegger... these days: notably in the realm of public intellectualism philosophy is a quasi-science that rummages in the indecencies of pseudo- collectivism of learning or its lack-ing... the lackey bridge of "concern" for "truth": even though such a fascination with the ordeal of life is unfounded in anything being beyond mere gesticulation... that so much of this world mediates emphasis while at the same time mitigation is (if not merely as if): blinding to find the culprit of "thought": that grand moral ought of lost narrative for / of(f) self... coming across the term hisotriology is unlike coming across the term history - apparently time is very different in the realm of history when compared to time as a measurement with space too being made compact... there seems to be no clarification with regards to measuring: that in science time and space are not allocated constants: like in painting: if canvas is the space then time is the brush... and the science is the painting in between... yet philosophy is a luxury that in the cold mind of this German existentialist is nothing compared to the romanticism of binding philosophy to poetry because: as such, there is no more poetry left in me... consciousness and logic with appeals to instinctive reasoning... 'the animal which is the human being is identified as the "historiological" animal'...