Why is it that he insist
to put poison in my mind?
He never quits instead persists
until I question time after time.
Its as if he wants my happiness
but only if it is with him.
If any other were to make me smile,
he'll try to destroy it on a whim
Claiming that it's love he feels
but how could that be true?
When if you truly love someone
you want them happy, even if its not with you.
But my happiness is not his goal,
so he warps and twists my thoughts.
Which leaves me scared and questioning
because that is TRUELY what he wants.
He is poisoning the way I think
about somebody knew
tricking my mind to make me think
that the new guy will hurt me too.
This is not fair or kind or love,
his actions are pure manipulation
yet even knowing all of this,
my thoughts somehow are still all racing,