I count my heartbeats in time with the clouds. I hold the smoke. Let it blacken my lungs. Four-hundred thumps in the time they move four trees down. Exhale, and accept This rocky path to which I’ve clung. The horses almost trip, While dragging their carts. Like a half-finished sentence, Lost at the start. I am stuck in this place, The air thick with time, And lost in gravace.