Realizing your on your own is like a robot taking over your existence It's like a body growing inside of you it's like hacving to listen to music each second of every day it is like taking an interest in adverts It is like wearing glassses that blackk out your vision It is like being a gorilla in a zoo It is ike beinga fly on it's back it is like apathy it is likecaring about that apathy just as much as the apathy itself in terms of the consequences of the apathy It is like working your way throgh danger, with complete disregard for your safety It is like tryiing to attach yourself to your fading memories It is like ntot knowing whether to moev on or not It is slike feeling like the whole world doesn't care about you It should be like silence, but it's not It's like buying things you don't want off the internet IT is akin to living in ignorance It iss not knowiing whther your family are good people or not
iT is like not knowing how much people pretend to e doing a job, how much people are do a god job, and how many **** bags areinvolved in doing their job around you It is **** not knong how far you will go. It is like not knowing how muh control you have oveer how far you will take things It is like haviing the keys to the universe, but no freedom
IIt is like feeling you've put a burden on other people just by them being around you when you should know thats nont true, IT's loosing your capacity to reasons iT' results in irresponsibility It makes you work harder It makes you tough Tougher than what they call drug lords and gangsters It makes you believe in things outside yourself IT can put yu on a new path IT can blow out the candle of your life IT can be scenic IT can bea battle IT can be accepted IT can be something that's been a long time coming It can be the antithesis to debt It can roar like a lion It an consume you It can make you **** yourself (literally) It can make you want to take back everything youve ever said in your whole life it can free you from the bbonds of regret iT can allow you to choose your own space, career, and area
IT an take away everything And give everything, in a different form back.