turn the washer machine off of repeating, I'm tired of the never ending cycle.
I'm tired of forgiving and letting you back in over and over and over again. I need to turn the washer machine off. I need to let you go. this is old. I need to take you to the flea market or a thrift store and someone new can find you. someone innocent can get to know you and fall for you. I just hope you treat her well. I wish you well in life.
or maybe I can change you. I can recycle you and you can be reincarnated into a brand new version of yourself. but then I've learned that it wouldn't even matter how much you change yourself for someone because we all continue to make mistakes. were all going to hurt someone unintentionally.
so don't change yourself. just forgive yourself and move on.