pretend not to notice
load sidewards glances
like bullets
the way the metal itches my skin
makes me feel like tin foil

alright, is that right?
this numbness makes it hard
to tell , the least
well alright
is that fine?
why do i ask?
queen of s and m
why do i ask if youre fine?
you were fine when we lived off mud
felt like we were the nineties.

quit your revenge plans babe,
your friends tell me about them
I'm always one step ahead.  

I'm so sorry i couldn't beat you up
hard enough to stay my queen
serenity, i miss the way
you would love to hear of your death

why? my death wish
is to be your lover for life.
why? is it the pain i can see in your piercings
skin deep, and conversation pieces

you once asked me why i never ended it
knowing that you'll float away to other *******
show them the tattoo of my skull, on  your back
drink and inject whatever you want for months
but come back to me as scared as ever
it makes me feel like  your king.