A happy family is all i see
It's mine ofcourse but without me
At times i feel like the main character, at times the side
So many secrets i hold within, no one to confide
We may be four but u seem content at three
If that's the case, am i allowed to be free?
I need the attention too, i just don't show it
I've loved you all through thick and thin, i think you should know it
This persona is not mine, it's a way of coping
You will understand me one day; am i wrong in this hoping?
The more you hate me, in a way relieves me
Afterall it's better to see ur disgust than the self that grieves me
Let me look at you all i want and give you a smile
You never know if I'll be there with you in a while