Am I even real?
my head hurts just
trying to think about it

You say I'm not
and I suppose I am
supposed to believe you

But if I'm not real
then what am I
and why am I here?

It hurts to try and remember
and you're calling me the wrong name
don't recognize the person in the mirror

Wasn't I somewhere else before?
Do I know your name?
Why can't I remember?

It's dizzying to try and keep track
of every time I lose track
and every time I forget

You make fun of me
for not remembering
but I don't know you

And I'm starting to wonder
if I'm even real
here any more

Am I supposed to be?
or should I just
learn to fade away

It's all so bright
then too dark
I think I might be dying

Or just... fading
passing out
and waking up again

somewhere new
new people
and new names

But I still don't recognize
the face in the mirror
and I don't know my name