I woke up alone. My bones dead cold. No soul— Nor ghosts roamed the endless night.
I follow where the wind blows, And sat under the stage light moon. White stars cover the navy and black blue blanket sky. Scars on my right arm starts to bloom, like flower under the golden night hour— And soon, the moon watches My lonely moments.
The wind cast crooked voices. Speaking its tale of how one day, I will be forever trapped under their abandon shadows— Forgotten and left to decay. There I held a small blade— The blade shines inner hate beneath the weeping moon. The wind trace its cold, crooked word on the sand.
“To become free, You must draw your first blood— And soon comes the newborn dawn…”
Yet my shattered heart hesitates. Slowly breathing, letting go of the small blade As I hear creatures howl my fate, my fear— To which falls to silence. It’s just the moon and I.
Every night I used to play this game to my broken self. A game I call Russian Roulette, until one night I decide to give it up and to confront it with someone, a friend I guess. I gave it to them and now ever since then , I feel weird.... but maybe in a good way..?