she told me she quit
unhelpful lies
chaotic ****

we held hands
as we told stories about our past
and ignored the world's demands

I thought we were friends
you just used me
it'll never end

you never loved me
like you said you did
why couldn't I see

we will never be friends
and you know what?
that's okay.
I honestly don't want you in my life anyway.

I'm not going to use
They worthless
“I hate you"s.

I don't hate you.
I don't miss you.
our “friendship” happened.
everyone makes mistakes.
I just sometimes wish…
you never led me to making
the mistake that uvcked me up.

so
I'll say their names.
I need to let go.

The “friend"s name
was ‘Cali’.

and her name
the monster
that ****** me up
who I still can't let go of.

her ******* name
was Soraiya.

and I know this won't help, fix or heal anything,
but *******, Soraiya.
I hope you never hurt anyone again.