Remember that day out in the sea. The ocean sang to me, and roared with mighty force. How calming it was to feel the breeze. My arms were cold, yet, not a goosebump in sight. This peace was touching, numbing, but in no way hurting. Oh my, thought I, Is this what it feels like to be truly alive? I had the world at my feet, Not a person in sight. This feeling wasnβt anything like before. Not a void of emptiness, a hole of sorrow, just a girl wrapped up in the arms of the current. Breathe, I said. Canβt you feel that? I closed my eyes, and never turned back.