She asked me if I could see you one more time, what would I do? and I don't know if I would have done anything. Other than move things around the house to hear heavy footsteps and the occasional grumble. maybe put on a bit of AC/DC to see that head bobble or even shift shoes around just to hear your frustration. cause god would I love to hear you laugh
hear what you thought about today anyways and exasperatedly sigh into the phone and hang up with okays and call again 5 minutes later cause only we got that it didn't matter
she asked me what I would do and I probably would hug you to remind you are not alone
before winding down with a scotch talking into the wee hours to hear every single thought and know why you set your tools that way
so I could keep it and explain the same to my own kids someday
if you are reading this — know that you are LOVED/APPRECIATED/NEEDED in ways you have no idea, and by some people you don't even think know your name.