and its just one of those things that could never leave me alone words, sentences trying to figure out how to put it all in place so it could make sense to you so you could read my sappy writing about a girl who puts her thoughts down before going to bed and you could, but you dont have to, agree or feel anything and i know i am not as amazing as Charles Bukowski but i hope one day i am and i hope that this thoughts wont drive me crazy tonight