I'm tired
Of trying all the time
Even when surrounded by people
I feel so alone

A body without a soul
Leave it behind to rest
Let the world carry on
Without me

I listen to the same songs
Over and over again
Because nothing else
Is loud enough to drown out the pain

Oh, to be a kid again
With no need to overthink
To see the light again
Without drowning myself
In the kitchen sink

I want to leave behind
This heavy heart
and fly away to my neverland
Living my life inside a hopeless dream

I want to be held in your arms
As you talk to me in that calming voice
So I drift off
And fall asleep