I don't care if I live or die
by danny-adams
Nothing matters
Nothingness is our void--
our shared existence
it is a claustrophobic
cramped
catatonic state of mind
my mind is melting my mind is melting my mind is
gone
there
that second is gone
and that one too
every single second sounded sirens in my psyche
have I gone off the deep end?
my razor might agree
I'm sure my heart would fall out
if it weren't secured between a set of bones and two lungs
lungs that I've blackened with my hate
because if my body is a temple I've burnt it to the ground
I have succeeded in this artistic DESTRUCTION
yet I am an artist
I create
with my beautiful words and my ugly thoughts
I don't care if I live or die or if I love or lie or lose or try
I am falling
fall
fall
Fall down from your throne you goddamn hypocritical plagiarist
I hope you rot in your cell
because it's my only retribution
to you, my love
myself