Growing up you realise that running away isn’t actually sprinting full pell-mell through a forest
It’s a hollow room once lived in, stacked full of boxes Some half full and others bursting And silence echoing Just bouncing off the walls Looking for a place to be The sharp sound of a tape dispenser cutting though it Bubble wrap shuffling Hoping that nothing else but your heart breaks on the way
I’ve picked myself up many times, but sweeping up fine china is never fun ..
Okay I’m being a little dramatic, leaving is not breaking my heart because I’m going home! Packing is painful though and I’ve been doing it a little too much the past few years But I’ve grown to hate this place and people in it I hate who I am here too
*Cue the angsty lyrics from my teen years that are still stupidly relevant*:
I’M LOSING SLEEP I’M LOSING FRIENDS GOT A LOVE HATE LOVE WITH THE CITY IM IN I’LL COUNT THE HOURS HAVING JUST ONE WISH IF IM DOING FINE THERE’S NO POINT TO THIS