i'm not sure but i think it was when you tried to teach me the names of all the constellations theyβre the same stars every night you told me and i didnβt get how something could never change nothing was bigger than that darkness in that moment stifled breath and quiet buzz from the space heater at the centre of the table an old man came down the lane whistling a tune about an old man coming down the lane and you laughed and i laughed and i forgot to watch for comets what time is it there?