My dear girl, when will you learn? Yearning for things does not bring them. You start from square one over and over again, like attraction is hopscotch. That game was fun when you were a child, but you're older now and should know better. Remove your heart from your sleeve, please. It's a fake. Taped on and cut from red construction paper. It's the wrong shape. Simply a repeating pattern. A garland of garnished emotions that were never real strung out across your entire timeline. Old habits die hard but love is not a hobby.