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Oct 2013
I thought it would stop happening
With distance,
But it doesn't.

I am ashamed.

I feel that every time I write
It is a new betrayal,
But I can't help it.

I keep thinking of the movie
Where the girl wipes all memories of her ex-lover from her brain.
Would I do that, if I could?
You aren't my ex-lover,
But I love you,
And I wish I didn't.

I am ashamed.

Confusion is more than a mental state
For me right now,
It's a mindset.
I embrace it.

There are multiple worlds in my head.
I'm living them all.

I am ashamed.
Amanda In Scarlet
Written by
Amanda In Scarlet  London, UK
(London, UK)   
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