I thought it would stop happening With distance, But it doesn't.
I am ashamed.
I feel that every time I write It is a new betrayal, But I can't help it.
I keep thinking of the movie Where the girl wipes all memories of her ex-lover from her brain. Would I do that, if I could? You aren't my ex-lover, But I love you, And I wish I didn't.
I am ashamed.
Confusion is more than a mental state For me right now, It's a mindset. I embrace it.
There are multiple worlds in my head. I'm living them all.