December 5, 2024, I still remember it clearly.

GOD, do You know? My beloved was sitting right behind me.
That day, we were having a Christmas rehearsal for Sunday school.
I was sitting down when she sent me a photo—
she was behind me, and I was overjoyed!!!

In short, I was a little surprised.
The woman I admired was there at that moment.
I walked closer, bringing my best smile for her.
She also brought her best smile—for me.

I was closer to her, inside the church.
"Come and join the Galilea class?" I said.
I kept inviting her, over and over, hoping she would give in—
just as she had melted my heart, time and time again.

I invited her while letting the others know.
Hahaha… it was funny seeing her face,
unable to refuse at that moment. Hahaha. I’m sorry.

As I left, her older brother—who is also my good friend—
gave his support. I was amazed.

Defta, if I may say this, again and again…
I couldn’t take my eyes off you.
This was the most honest feeling I whispered in my heart
amidst the crowd inside the church that day.

A smile I could recognize anywhere—yours alone.
My freezing point had changed, turning into a melting point.
As if even heaven knew how happy I was that day.
So, I believe heaven already knew, hihihihi.

Keep existing, being present, living, and blooming.
Keep being strong like a steadfast rock.
Keep smiling, laughing, and rejoicing
in hope, even in trials.

I deserve happiness, Defta.
And you deserve your favorite flowers—
to bloom and become the beautiful petals that live within you.

You make me too honest,
so if I say, "I have fallen for you, once again,"
know that I truly mean it.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.