This is a story about a boy named kid This boy had something he kept hid Kid had something deep down inside It was a quality different from many others One that at the time worried their mothers And disgusted their brothers Friends would think him weird Father would not accept him, this is what he feared So he kept it a secret He kept it for so long Cause’ what he thought what he was feeling was so wrong This thinking was instilled in him by society The norms of life would not accept this variety So he went on Proceeding with life, terror and shame weakening his knees Shaking when he sees the police This boy will never know peace
At first he thought he would never tell Preachers told him that he would go to hell But another boy came along A boy that he trusted A boy that he loved He became best friends with him And one day he decided to reveal his secret to this boy
You see, this boy was not a boy at all There was a reason he didn't stand so tall This boy was a girl She truly was She told him about how she felt trapped inside this body of hers She wondered aloud if this type of thing normally occurs And she was tired of hearing all these sexist, homophobic, ridiculous slurs She felt like she didn't belong in her own skin She was scared that if she tried to change, she wouldn't fit it She felt that this was a punishment for a sin She revealed all to this boy, her closest friend The one she learned to lean on and depend She entrusted him; she made a mistake
Pretty soon word got out Everyone knew her secret She had no idea the boy wouldn't keep it Tormented throughout the rest of the day When she asked, no one wanted to play She received ***** looks when she walked through the halls She felt that she was taunted by everyone and the walls And the teachers couldn't even look at her face This girl felt like she was a disgrace She felt like she had no place
When she got home, in the night the sorrow of the evening made her heart nearly burst Not only was she betrayed by her friend, but by her family as well Her parents couldn't look at her Her brothers ran away when she came near This is what she had come to fear On her face was but a single tear
This tear, was not one made of sorrow or woe This magical concoction was not made of anger or regret It was a tear of pity The girl stood defiant of them all In this battle, she knew society would be the first to fall She understands that she came into the world at the wrong time She realized, it wasn’t acceptance from others that she wanted to find She needed to accept herself To be and act like whom she was on the inside Not to comply with the cookie cutter form the world bestowed upon her That night while she lay in bed She smiled at the thought in her head The thought of the future The thought that in the future, kids like her would be accepted by everyone They would be allowed at sleepovers Wouldn't be looked down upon, or look up and see a disgusted face Would be loved the same way by their family Wouldn't feel like an outcast She smiled for their future She knew she had to stay strong for them She knew she would never be accepted by anyone else But she knew what she must do, be true to herself
Not sure why I felt the urge to write about this subject, but it felt right, to write it