of course i'm *******! i went out to scout into the world! on the high street some new supposed fools: what were once the Europeans are not the Africans with their manic street preachings... and i only saw one supposed Christian: and he was unluckily me... and i felt so **** about it that made me feel slow and mollusk-esque... and i didn't like the idea of the fathomability of reducing my thinking to the schematic of religion... i felt like a woman i hoped to ignore and more inclined to sort out dust from sand with... glorious burp: i wait for the night: and who would have thought... the gatekeepers would absolve the parallels of the dynamics of the new age of the printing press: yes, thank you, no thank you... we don't need you being our gatekeepers... you... are... excused... no one gave you the memo? oh... well... i do this **** for free! i'm sort of half-joking about it... ha ha!
no, i can't fathom numbers as indistinguishable from letters after all it is letters that gave birth to numbers and there's testimony from the ancient world whereby VI IV is X and somehow modernity allowed numbers to be disguised from their origins of surds... however many tantrums of mutation an iota is 1 I 3 is E 2 is Z 5 and perhaps that's just how it was supposed to morph...
yes... religion is to women what philosophy is to men: i mean men... i don't mean: feminists and opportunistic normancy necrophiliacs with fears of the schizoid-bilingual experience saying this i was walking on my first proper weekend off trying to get dollars for a trip to Hawaii via San Frisky $700 in $20s, $10s, $5s and $50 worth in $1 dollar bills because i'm catching up to the the tipping culture what a load of *******: why aren't you people tipping the supermarket cashiers why is it only certain jobs that get tipping what a load of ******* i don't get this added tax!
m'eh m'eh blah blah i'm missing a Welsh comeback in the 6 Nations and that means what? the Irish will not win the grand-slam but more important: the Calccuta cup... and O my knee cup my knee... my back aches am i going to marry Christ's *****: fair enough but i'm not going to be Christ's ******* i'll just ******* that crucifix while he was even then hanging and refused the centurion imploring him: have some wine... funny how at the zenith the wine wasn't turned into magic wonder dust...
because my aversion to ******* his intellect off stems from my childhood and it was inbuilt from the start and it was nothing to do with the weakness of Christian civilization esp now because that supposed Alpha Omega and Beta and Sigma male gave what purpose to starting a family life?!
oh but the Muslims are not off the mark... the males **** suckling on Muhammad's preaching on the high street with people engaged in cannibalism and the daily routine of not arguing about the price of eggs... persuading me to understand Islam... i was almost asked... but if they asked me i would have replied: my former girlfriend was almost killed in the 7/7 bombings... she missed the bus that exploded... you want me to convince me, make me understand... "something"? true story... i just hide it... because why bother with the past when we're all strangers and trying to get along as farmers, police officers, postmen and ******?!
well... if women need religion so much then men need philosophy: unless they are these weird takes on masculinity and like the adherents of Islam can't see the powergrab of the women in Niqabs... how they can Ninja their way out of any responsibility... or anything... almost a shame of not seeing them overflowing glutton of the western canon and shameless just this hidden truth of the lost enigma of the ****** and the unfreezing of niggz and eggs... just a little flow just a little dance but i distrust men who have religion as their crutch and that mantra blah blah the crows are speaking more intelligence but only crow their cra-cra-croak-and-creaking unoiled doors to a reality of the Ancients...
so the afternoon: prior to night goes... i'm still finding it funny to be given a stone and two birds to hit... a lover almost my mother in terms of how time works... and a daughter that is mine that isn't mine when what's called biographical ownership of the deed... ha ha... completely missing! way way ahead of any future oops! or ****(s).