You destroy me,
I can't help but want you,
I'm so infatuated with you,
(the idea of you)
I think you love me,
I know I'm in love with you,
You scream, you hit,
You hurt and leave,
Your absence
(haunts me at night)
I can't sleep
I need you near
I  know you'll **** me
You're that poisonous
I keep crawling back to you
(the ghosts of my past won't leave me alone)
You make the voices go away,
As they are replaced by yours,
Whispering in my ear,
Things I never wanted to hear.
(But I think I like it)
Because if I didn't,
I'd be gone,
Perhaps it's because,
I'm so infatuated with you,
(the idea of you)
That I can't bring myself to leave you
Perhaps it's because,
I'm just a lonely girl
Who needs to feel loved by someone,
Even if it's a ghost,
An idea of someone she thought she knew
*(the idea of you)