i know its probably the weirdest thing you've ever heard of in your life, but this man so smart and so attractive, it hurts. he knows about Star Trek and hes a bibliophile and he drink green tea for ******* fun. thats ******* amazing. he served in the Coast Guard for 20+ years and he has nine children. he has double major in Physics and Education. i just really want to kiss him so hard and feel his ****** hair just rubbing on my cheek and with his really nice hands all up in my hair and maybe i better stop because im in school and this ****** frustration is killing me. ******.