i read the words & they make sense— but only to everyone else.
i sit in silence, too afraid to ask, too tired to keep pretending that i understand. maybe i’m not supposed to. maybe i’m not meant to know all the things they do.
so i keep quiet, wondering if i’m even allowed to stay.
this website makes me feel like a fraud sometimes. im trying to understand that you dont need to understand/relate/get every poem you see. that sometimes it just isnt what you need at that moment, so it doesnt resonate with you. but i just feel stupid.