I haven't been opening the blinds every morning, or snuggling with Mr. Hippo as I fall asleep.
I've been swallowing little blue things and hurriedly reading as many pages as I can before my eyes shut.
I've been confusing reality with the lives of made up people and replacing the past with the present.
No matter how dull it may be.
I need to let this run its course before I run back to you.