Bricks! Mortar! feathers. more tar. to hold it together, too hold it together without using my hands.
I use my eyes to see. I use my ears to hear. I use my lips... to shape words. When I am speechless around you. You may never read this. You may never know it is about you. But it is!
i can't hold it together, i can't hold it together my legs are heavy and my feet awkward, my heart beats like someone pounding down the door downstairs, hammering, hammering will it hold together, will it hold together
it won't, I won't, my life won't unless we are together.
Let's throw in together, forever? But, how do I show you I can hold it together.
Windows shut and locked. Doors shut and locked. Shutters closed over my heart. So no one can see, my failure to hold it together.