Haiii Defta.....

A few months since we first met,
after exchanging laughter and smiles,
I began to notice you more often—from afar,
quietly watching in my silence.

If only you knew...I often walked around the church, just to catch a glimpse of you.
But it didn’t always work, because you had your own place.
We share the same circle, the same friends,
yet I still hesitate to come closer—I am afraid.

If only you knew...

After the service, from across the room,
I steal glances at you.
That moment, the church became a silent witness to my confession:
"Lord, she is truly beautiful."
But all I could do was look, then take a step back.

You are so sweet when you greet me—so, so sweet!
I long to greet you again and again,
but fear holds me back.
Afraid that my heart will fall into yours,
afraid that your sweetness will touch the surface of mine

If only you realized...
I admire you.
I want to be closer to you.
I feel jealous, I feel sad, yet I love you.
If only you knew—that is how I feel.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.