I don't know what to do with my life right now I am an abstract thought fleeting from my mind And every aspect of me is running away faster and faster each minute Each second each hour each ******* day I can feel myself slipping away When you're a kid You don't think about this type of **** You just live Life is life C'est la vie The French have a word for every ******* feeling I swear it If only I could speak French maybe it'd make writing poetry a bit easier But it will never get easier Because poetry is life And with each word you extend yourself You extend the years to come with this poem A single poem A single stansa A single Word
And within that word a thought can sprout But with water and time that thought can become work And with work and effort you give birth To a beatiful ******* poem Filled to the brim with emotion and strength and power and fear and loss and hope and dreams and pride and envy every sin in the **** book written onto a blank white page You dissected yourself before a crowd And you open and pull your guts out to only have them shoved back in by ungrateful undeserving undead flesh eaters because thoughts are the flesh of your brain the meat and the words are the substance the minerals of this poem the good And they may taste bitter and they may come out hard but when they sit in the stomach of your reader and digest and crumble and decay and die again and again and again you live you become the eternal worm you become the everlasting fruit you become the demon that your parents and your pastors and your lovers and your friends and your family and your pets and your dreams and your ******* thoughts warned you about because knowledge is power and power corrupts and thinking is evil so be a villain in the most beautiful sense of the phrase and live and please please live longer than this poem ever will