Fire trickles down your eyes
Cold,
but flaming
and gaining on me

I know I could never have you back
I’ve known it for a long while but still— I held on.

You were lost before I ever thought about the end

I didn’t care

Only would your touch keep my sorrowed heart at ease..

I saw it in your face every time he walked past,
And our hold lessened each time

It slipped

And slipped

I slipped

So I foolishly dreamt of the first few, where we ran away from everything, down to our special place.

Where our secrets were guarded by your lips and mine alone..

I despised your Goldilocks hair and your beautiful smile..
You trapped me in your lovers game, played me like a fool.

So I took it out on my bedroom wall

I need you, and your toxic habits
I live for your poisoned heart
I’ve broken down, night and day, at the thought of me losing you

Holes were left

Baby if you so wish,
He can have you in the morning, I in the eve

In them, and my heart.

Though I knew I had to hide them.

I yearned to cover them with concrete and forget about their existence
I needed to forget and move on like the wind..

But wind doesn’t fall in love

Just please let me stay

Let me forget your laugh..

Keep holding on, my angel, my love

And the worthless feeling you bestowed unto me

And take me back to our romantic haven

Take me back to my perfect life without your manipulations

Darling I beg you..

Darling I beg you..

Let us turn back time!

Let me turn back time.