here is the thing.
I have you. I wanted you for a while. But now that she's here.
it's difficult.
she's great.
but
she won't defend me.
she doesn't show affection.
I sound ungrateful, I know
she lets me be hurt by the ones that don't love her.
I can't even deal with myself anymore.
so how can anyone else?
she still yearns for the love of her past lovers
she says "I need you"
"I miss you"
"luv u"
"gn"
:(
"I look for you in every girl I talk with"
*******.
I gave you everything.
ambition
attention
breaks
boosters
credit
congratulat­ions
Danishes, your favorite
determination
energy
efficiency
flowers
forgiveness
grac­e
gold
hugs
hundreds of homemade gifts
isolation
information
jokes
jams
kisses
kinetic sand, for fidgeting
love letters
leisure
myself
memories
nestling dolls
notes
openness
opal
prizes
praise
questions
quick texts back
rest
remedies
smiles
serenity
treasures
time
undivided attention
unconditional love
variety
videos
worlds of creation
worlds of destruction
X's
Xenial
yarn for your cats
yummy food and drink
Zen
Zealous
and you couldn't even make me a card.