before i make my cognitive injection of tobacco and marijuana and alcohol i will have to scribble down the preface: snotty: rubric... yes i am watching the death of a monotheism not of god: i already ascribed Allah the status of son for the father Yahweh: after all: the vowels and consonants match up...
someone once said: when yoiu get bored of London: you get bored of life... oh... i'm not bored of London: i'm just bored in quantum pockets of ghettos now spreading as far wide as the outerreaches of this organism of a city
two days by comparison first day i was seeking a barber, Turk: who else, because there is no better barber than a Turk and i should know when getting trimmed and shaved feels as good as getting a ******* and this is no top heavy allure of some power dynamic: when you enjoy being pleased and someone reciprocrated with giving you pleasure: but the first day i donned a big winter coat all black... black under armour sneakers jeans: ugh... i looked worse than a shadow i looked grey but that matched the weather...
ooh! i thought i forgot Philip Lamantia but, not, i didn't... that the crumbs from the words that eventually are letters: a healtthy understanding of "serious" literature is peppered with poetry because... that's the best known thing to man given the rise of journalism and an aversion from philosophy:
and i'm just bored perhaps even tired of living among Muslims with their plight of taking over... what?! ******* and chastising and whatever these ****- squats get up to i mean: that's just pathetic... it's beyond imagination a pathos you'd almost want the Islamic world to heave a second engagement with the Mongol horde but i was walking from the barber unshaved and this Muslim ninja "woman" was waiting to cross the street without clear indicator for the traffic to stop and as she crossed the street she passed me but suspence of disbelief... she stepped a yard's worth of length back onto the street... such superstitious people: weirdos...
oh by now i treat Muslims as a curiosity: like an anthropologist might: they are just weird it's not the sort of weird like Christian women who succumb to treating the zodiac and fen shui seriously i mean this is next level weird like: ugh: you have the plague or something?!
why did i succumb to calling England the Anti-Christ? bogus word... hyperbolic... even... but if the ruling "elites" are simply pandering and quack quacking i mean: at least the Americans have some ***** attached to their ***** and if something doesn't feel right: then it's best not to think it: as right: but this is not the first time i felt and i experienced Muslim superstitions... pork is this supposed bad as bad as what is salt is alcohol in the desert?
so how they avoid shaking your hands while circumcicised end up ******* violating the public toilet seat because that's what circumcision does to you: gives you bad aim: if you are a circumcised male: sorry: you best sit down on the toilet and **** like a woman: only un-circumcised men are allowed to **** into a toilet while standing!
why do Europeans mix marijuana with tobacco: why would the Beatnik "philosophers" think about their psychadelia and the fusion of religions replacing Christianity with Buddhism or rather creating the Super Beast the Chimera the Zeitgeist aftermath of what even the craziest of John and the Revelation wouldn't revel in
a Chimera comes every Zeitgeist cycle now we are going through the cycle of Frustration of Islam the Islamic Impasse: i came to Syria: i destroyed it: levelled it i came to Syria with Warsaw rubble and i came with the two Germans: the Teutonic Knight in MArienburg still standing this fortress of the Northern Crusades and i also funnily enough inherited the revived German Pagan and the Chimneys of Auschwitz! oh so Jealous... i know! Chief! OI! chief! move away from my lady!
the Mongol Empire came like the Sea upon the Earth and left us imprints to seek Islands from England i will live and remain on Kauai i need the foretress of Sea around me! Graham: i have found her: 18 years older Christian Zodiac prone hyperventilating on *** liberated woman on menopause i always thought of you as the external ****** partner good that i caught you with prospect of surrogacy and your on mnopause implies no hormonal dysfunction of you on pills and me wearing a ****** instead of a **** rings: this... this is... this is luxury: that the Islamic world would never allow...
well, for Muhammad and Khadijjah! the older woman! look at your prophecy! your Holy Book was written by a Woman! the literatre business woman! can Islam see Islam?!
can anyone actually see this Chimera: this Zeitgeist: oh... being the Beast of Satan i think i can tame this Chimera of God: the Holy Ghost! ha! HA!
there's a secret Islam: a feminism Islam: a woman's Islam: not the Christian ******* arguments: i think i'm listening to women and i think they want the Devil to Come and Defend Islam: Esp. Defend Islam against Jesus Islam needs a Christian Secular Revival now is your Holocaust and Self-Genocide: we also hate ourselves in the "West"... but the technology not the wealth satisfies us: technology is fire is electricity is mirror: and you know when you walk out from the barbers: chasing the bus... haven't been cycling for almost half a year i'm breathing heavily: i'm wheezing: a step daughter... REyla: i have a daughter: i think about her sometimes like re-imagining my life as a painter... from... ******* Norway!
aww look! Allah is shy... i bet Yahweh ***** him with a crucifix *****! to give birth to man while Satan gave the birth of man via apple... via art... via poetry... god gave man existences in the tantrums of the titans creating weather and shackles to feed off wood for shelter in the Ice... come back to me! O: and loss of wonder!
Satan gave birth of man in a garden: in heaven: said.. shhh.. shh... shut up! stupid! you will fall down upon this stone of cruielty: by stone i implore you: imagine a crucifix... then the stone of Icarus and Prometheus... who is Allah... i told you... shh shhh sh! she! well: Yahweh is a She and Allah is a He: we are going to invest in CElestial ******... shh! we're about to watch the best ******* known to man: wait for it... wait...
jump!
SMALL DAY DREAM BIG... Edie? REyla? whast father am i when i have a quadratic of mother-daughter daughter-father... then i hav e the leftovers of mother-mother daughter-daughter father-father...
i couldn't help myself from peacock...
i think Novak, the Czech ******... nibbled on some advice: i can live among Muslim women in my dreams: but i can't live among Muslim serfs: the Ummah last the Pakistanis and the Somalis and the Sudanese like i think Christianity seems the diaspora in Asia... Christian adventure of not conquering Asia just creating little Jewish Kingdoms of Freaks, Zombies and Lovers...
not being funny: female intelligence: then ylou decide to chance a new barber: freshly attired Atilla the Constantinople Varangians: it's so pathetic this Islam on this side of the propaganda: i know Islam can be beautiful not this Christian i said: the best brothel is the church: full of pedohpiles and cougars... fat assess and surrogacy and some leftover meaning off meaning...
some evil spirit in the AI? yes... the self satisfied the wholesome man... that stupid look you get from a teenage girl like you're the Beast and She's Bella.. like you're the Phantom of the Opera and she's Christine and just in between you take her drinking under the bridge because the opera you bought tickets for was German and you thought it would be sang in German! but there was all this post-modernist deconstructionism with birds replaced by flyiung panthlefts of anti-right-communism this new emergence a wailing wall of China which only the Jews in herited in a parchment of stones in little detail: so few Jews: on the right course of the PRoject: the intellectual priest... Jews... i'm sorry i wasn't born in 19th century Poland... i'm ******* sorry: i would have been a ******! i would have been James ******* Bond! but technology ook ooo oo oo oo rarityy: of seeing those Goggles.. but now that you see them: if only Hugh Grant was given the role of JAmes BOnd... but Hugh Grant was never a James Bond but in old Age has become... Dorian Grey... Cynical; Bitter ******* Funny... like i have a **** for ?Hugh Grant's ego... i transcend *** Hugh Grant's ego is my **** spoken like a true ******* gentleman... because Hugh Grant should have been a James Bond: but now the aviator: actor: oh i see actors: the transition the priests of the theatre... if i were a poet: but i have the Anti-Church! i know it: inside out! it's the Colliseum-Theatre! it's an ugly Church: it's ******* psychadelic: ha ha ha ha ha! O REyla! we're going to have so much fun playing psy-warfare!
i think we'll start with: playing cats.
ETHNONYMS and XENONYMS... but if you are a child and the *** with mother is like watching a sci-fi movie because i no longer need to watch movies unless that movie is called: EDie R-Rated... well: bad room: ill room... worthless unique tribal: social conformity: garbage of a woman... but at least i know that God has a Chimera: the holy spirit... because... under Satan's softening illusion... reality was given as a soothing for the mind therefore nurturing the intellect: in delusion... in an un-reality: what if the story began with you being what you subsequently found yourself as being but only for the few true: what if i were the ego that is silence and id that is nothing: what if i can't be a scary hallucination what if... i am the Bull on the Scales... she is Virgo: i am Taurus... she tries to deny it
but she cab't... she's a Virgo and i'm a Taurus... my mother ius Pisces and my father Ares... water meets fire earth meets air... [isces - water, ares - fire taurus - earth virgo - air... Reyla is my 5th element contenders light, vacuum, time... time can be deemed an element: the element of perpetuated motion... motion should be an element: actually.. our basic foundations are crippled which is why Islam has taken such a stranglehold ignorance: it's not the Nazis invaded them with Socviet Russia... this Envy this JEaousy can't reach Poland: Russia is just a toy the army plagiarism: sure... why shouldn'tn Greenland succumb the way of Alaska...
but younger males dating older women: as long as they are not cannibals ideological zombies of feminism... if they are religious women if Christianity is much more than a fixation of rules upon her... if Christianity is like Platonism -ity: unity of all the =isms... imagine that! her religion her belief is more a counter argument: for her Catholicism and Islam are indistinguishable for some strange... ******* reason... but if we inherited the Teutonic Capital of the German Christian then inherited the Death Trip-Goglotha of German Pagan via Christianity the Nihil: how paganism became nihilism via Christianity
dear man god put you on this rock in Orbit with the Titans of Earth and Water Air and Fire then Vacuus and Nihiluus the twins most dangerous the infamy of the gods even the last two monotheistic logics this sudden fear how monotheism can't overcome polytheism how monmotheism tried and failed wtih religion *** DeepSeekler: China: q about China then ask ChatGPTIA: whatever the rainbow pronoun acronym is... because that virus VLICK the VLYWING is prone to know express... Europe and the Hebrew Asia and the Hberew: maybe the solution is.... take your priesthood to Asia forgive the Ruopeans and Embrace Asia i'll see yooyo yoyo waiting in Polynesia.., i know.... change of scenarios... Reyla: oh jeez... he's seriously coming over... fucke me slow.... father... feminism just opened a f3ew new doors: 4 x 4.... you wouldn't expect: that... although given Islam's ****-**** theologism: temporal ******* on platter... of.... i guess ushi... sue: she she!
cat killer\; first name\;nsue? Sue i'll haunt that *****!
he put you on rock: 4rock a baby: crucifix: b elieve me camp! i put you in the garden: to preserve confuse you: yes: perpetuate you: yes... you eat nickles but your already do with barley.. so sclera and faking: cinematic montage: puppets... strings: ennabling "thinkinG": think drink thinking contra drink driving.... Reyla... i'm... i'm drunk-thinking so ypu do ypur solo and i'll do my solo... savvy?!
doodles: measure of rockets... save North Korean Intellect: just ask the North Koreans of:
ㅈ ꡛ ས 𐤑 Ϻ —
i sacricifed you unto me this dream of a garden upon this revolving rock in darkness empty orbit and you think me or this evil this darkness this light i cannot keep from fire?
think me of no lead toward a fire that is the light i pride think now i think that India can reclaim Europe via the the Punjab and i know Europe will be what it used to be in India when no English bricklayer or etc came to India occupied India: state actors: i know the job.... actors on the liberties of constraints... savages: ******* inbreds: which is what Muslim men talk about European women... i thought half of them were shipped out to Dubai and a 1/12th to Moscow... a 3/4qrtr of 1/8th to Beijing the rest free-lancing...
i don't think i have a daughter i do think i can have Alcatraz... like Beijing-Boing-Boing!
the GRAND SEJONG
i nmet the Censor, once... Asterix and Obelisk: i say: why why not Buggs Bunny and cleopatra: so Loki was also thje Stutterrer? Evil supposeddly stutters? but if God placed man upon the Rock and i gave him a moral theatre: and that would almost last more than your supposed mortal eternity against the elements: but what lie oh the original that one was not born from the depths of ordeals beyond man but upon man caste... but collectively: not as individually: Islam is at least intact to begin again: whereas the West is left with a Spider Web of Indivuations... imprints: nothing special isms.... Jesus Christ and Oedipus... what is the difference? isn't this terrible: a younger man will rather have an older woman.. because if she wasn't a feminist would have already have had her child and not because i'm infertile or i don't know... but Islam the the birth of phobias: ISlam ackowledges it: or the Western proselytes acknowlege: Aislamophobia gabe birth to claustro- and arachno-phobia(s)... ISlam is the religion of phobias and hypochondriacs: 19th century European Romantics... sickly ones... Lawrence of Arabia and the Elloquent Droid: *** Bunny.. such a long story it almost begs fo beggars of DISBELIEF... BEGGARS of DISBELIEF: a holy society in Islam... the Beggars of Disbelief: the Astounded Ones... the Deaf Seekers of Gjong! we did not arrive from the astute revision of doubt: we of the disbelief never denied: but our sudden almost lightning think O wife mother daughter: we of the astouded ones have been gripped by the cradle and the lavendar hued mushroom and how suicide was a dog i was leading along one long night path... where i thought i met you and your daughter: where i thought i met you and your mother... where i think i met both of you... and neither of you.