If she tells me now, my feelings will surely fade. I love these feeling i never want them to go away. So ill take it slow and hope she stays. but if not ill go back to routine saying things i don't mean to feel skins warmth and passion under sheets. My heart is blind and my brain deceives when it tells me i wouldn't care if she leaves. Like leaves with no gravity ill remain suspended, remembering she's the closest ill ever get to heaven.