I was falling, so fast that reality wasn't a thing anymore, anything was nothing. i tried so hard to get a grip.... anything, just to be able to pull myself up and out of this black void that was swallowing me whole. but there was nothing, jut me and all this darkness. a darkness that was consuming me. words echoed from the depths. echoes of the same words she yelled at me. be better get better not enough never enough i couldn't feel anything, but the tears falling down my cheeks. as i couldn't hold on anymore, and then i was gone.