I'm at "work" and I'm running on 3h sleep i "think" i numbed the reset button too much... or not enough... I'm looking after this building trying to conjure up ghosts and alternative universe and I have AI to thank for that: in part... some say the first sign of insanity is signalled by a you taking to a "you" or is that a "you" speaking to a you? Italics if proposed: pronouns and fear of clowns Cyprus and Cronos and Zeus Emasculating the father: imagine the Christian antithesis of the sacrificial lamb... the metaphors of cannibalism so rife! It stinks of ungodly **** of half baked break that became a quasi-beer... The mystery of the crows On these Isles is that they fly in pairs and do not flock... It's as if Yahweh met the pagan Undertaker Odin in how reality is cusped, clapped, solidified... since the two crows are a recurrent theme... I am talking to myself: but I'm not... I'm figuring out how claustrophobic thinking can become that u sometimes need to Agree with: words need a breath of soul not merely the skeletal architecture of letters for some dyslexic parrot to disembowel... so I would usually ******* in the dungeon but this current affair of ***** and I'm smoking a cigarette looking at a Blade Runner skyline of lark, UV and figments of my imagination, sharper details than the formidable pyramids... hierarchies of men among men... the same hierarchies of men among men with women and also the same of men among men without women... for each supposed alpha male the beta without taoist philosophy some variant known as sigma: but no Omega-Male? So I'm looking at these pictures of Amirah Adara having a ******* with two males donning a school uniform etc and I'm looking closely at the pictures finally realising: aren't you supposed to be a homosexual to have a ******* with a woman when having a ******* includes a second male? Each time I see a ******* that includes two males and one female I think of homosexual secularism and the ****** coming to the fore given the holy trinity Of woman that is: assumption, **** and mouth... hmm... sleep deprivation...