It's always been difficult for me to decide where I belong. I've opened my heart to allow others in. I've been betrayed and gifted countless times. I swore I'm my own enemy. But the bottles has helped me. Bitter sweet with a curse. Couldn't see straight and I think that was best for the worst. I've waited eagerly for the best of me. But darling I think I'm always going to be my worst enemy. Gave everyone my best My kindness, became a weakness, and for that I've been locking doors to allow myself to rest. Go away from me, let me drown myself with my enemy. Our friendship turned into a bitter sweet story, full of beauty. I my own enemy.