I need it,
I crave this feeling,
More than smoking or drinking,
The feeling of being seen,
Of being loved,
Cared for...
I need it,
I crave this feeling,
More than anything on earth,
More than money or drugs,
That feeling makes me alive,
Like no other...
I need it,
But do I deserve it..?
Did I do enough for it..?
Was I good enough..?
Smart enough,
Beautiful enough,
Wealthy enough...
I need it,
Use me,
Break me,
Tear me,
Throw me away,
Just say it one more time...
Look in my eyes,
Hug me,
Love me.