I fell in love....
8 months ago....
But did he really love me
I always wondered
For 8 months I wondered
If you loved me

At the beginning
I felt you love me
It was May 26
You couldn’t get enough of me
But...
In September you just stopped
You stopped loving me.....
At that moment I knew
something was going on in your head
But I let it go and two months went by
They went by quickly......
On November... you faded away
My hands became cold
My body shivered
My head spining
I was trying to understand
Understand your face
Your expressions
Body language
And your words....
But nothing really made sense
Or I was I missing pieces
That I needed to fit together
December came by
Quite an exciting month...
Little that ik it would fall apart from then
One day I asked if you were ok...
You said... yes
But I knew you were not
January came and you became distant
Your became even dryer
You became cold towards me
But I thought it was just stress
From everything around you
Life, but...
One day you texted
-you wanted to talk to me-
My heart skipped a beat
Thoughts ran through my head
You call me the same night
You said....
You lost feelings for me a moth ago
I was heartbroken 💔
I became hot, I started sweating
Shaking....
Hot tear pour down my face
They kept coming, drowning me
The pain I felt was unbearable
As if I was stabbed in my chest

Y-you lied to me
For a moth u said to my face
You loved me, but did you really!
NO!
You didn't, it's been three day since
And now I sit in my bed
Still loving you
But your not mine anymore
So I pray to GOD that he gives me peace
And HE would heal me
And hopefully my feelings for you
Would fade away like you did