the imnpetus is to write something: anything to conjure up new reading habits and i was serious that Kafka wanted his books to be printed in large font but that didn't happen each edition i read i might as well be salvaging wood for toilet paper and Chamberlain wiping his *** with it at the Munich Agreement because i'm pretty sure Bukowski got the larger print or font for fountain: not rooted in Greek etymology of something big, fat... a wedding crasher... but i was wondering not so much about language but the inner-workings of language: not the idiosyncratic use of language: although so few achieve it in that space of knowing as distinct from that space of thinking after all: i think therefore i am is a recurrent theme, iotom, which is like the idea but in a different spelling... so a different res per se iota + idiom + om + sparkle sparkle... iotom beause i can change a word at my whim today i heard a child in the great distance and the child said Yahweh and that is far away he's in it: he is the one who hides the Muslim women and i can't help for Ha-Shem the name of names the un-named i mean Yahweh is actually thinking about a name for himself he wants to be called by a personal name YHWH isn't it... and he contemplated Allah for a little bit... but then Allah ben Akhbar came along with the Somali Ali and the Iranian Ahmed and India was born again as Hindustan... of the Ummah with Pakistan... first the great wind the dispersed the choir then an angelic voice in the world a distance of dasein a there: rather than there's being... i thought about how useful studying linguistics would be to shy away from philosophy and religion and i found the idiosyncracies of punctuation and spacing in Jon Fosse such book i never found and James Joyce is Dead because that was all Charlie Chaplin outdated literature of the late 19th century and like James Joyce is Dead and the Cult of the Irish Holymen of Iceland before the Norsemen came and settled the island there were Irish Holy Fathers Popes on those isles... did you know that? i will study islands and long before i met Edie and pen palled her i was thinking of moving away from England to the Faroe Islands or Iceland... i am the dancing Shiva dancing on my knees i beg you release me from Oedypus Kristos Rex... i know what the Second Coming Implies: Jesus ******* Mary no Joseph a Single Mum raising a Son... believe me and there's no ****** in Sight and secretly the boy will emerge with Father State and strangers and i wonder i think therefore i don't know why does thinking precepitate into being when it doesn't among day dreams and not so many geniuses of stone just the flow of people like water and i'm fine with this life being a simulation almost that video games make it easier in Plato's Cave having overtaken passive television and i played roll the dice Ludo i think that's how the game is called: reimagining simpler and simpler of the complex and abstract and paradox: the only way for Christ to return would be as the Antichrist... not as a resurrection per se but as a Paradox monotheism is not compatible with the polytheism of India i abhor that theological mongrel that is transcendence of kingship of monks like the hierarchy with daft meanings but that comfort of being approachable but without reality of hierarchy Marx and being naked or simply slave or broke... one life one death one god 1 1111'1'1'1'1'111 1 1 1 1 111 1 1 1111111 1 1 1111 1 1 1 1 111111 rhythm... at least conceptualised maybe if i switch to Latin: cogito ergo non scio... i think therefore i don't know... whether i am or i'm not... so idiosyncrtic punctuation or: rhythm to reading: like looking at a painting and taking angles but no selfies like this world is becoming more and more abstract esp after my interstellar trip around London this morning and it was like: before AI was invented man collectively created the CITY and you know like you travel the city and... don't have to wait for the bus or the train because you have such skill in time management that you're like the White Rabbit in Alice in Underland but you're cool, measured, devilish, ecstatic... calm, foxy... collected... just the burning fire in water... you don't wait for the bus the bus waits for you which is better than a Chinese rich kid uber... uber... tube oobah... i can't believe in Jesus Christ on a few sayings the saying: turn the other cheek bothered me until i learnt the nature of time within space: how there are pockets of time that thought harvests and there are pockets of space that knowledge harvests like i know unconsciously but i don't know consciously because consciousness was involved in discovery knowledge the speed of gravity the temperature of the sun the Enlightened source being Martin Luther the Protestant...
oh ****: i just realised! i'm a workoholic-alcoholic i need alcohol as fuel and focus and like car i am gasoline i seriously write poetry PRO BONO and that's at best associated with Lawyers and what Pro Bono means when you uncouple poetry from the form of art and give poetry an equal footing to, say... jurisprudence, law writing, journalism... history... poetry is not a music not an expression of image: POETRY IS: AUTHORITY! of whatever deviation of time in this, required: space: of the individuum atomus
Chakituen
an Aztec deity wants to speak /hawk/-e-/tu/-/en/
the fear the mongrel and the silence... this unfinished poem is a bothersome edifice... a THROMBOSIS is a word i'm looking for...
only music to know well what, is the difference articulation with signatures of proper articles: the good evil knowledge ignorance
retards guarding angels: ******..
the truth a lie
because i'm pretty sure: i didn't tell THE lie i only told a little incy wincy lie... i said one lie but God?! but said all the other lies! you will live eternal! you will this that and the other! i am! the whirlwind! i am your friction! i am! your vitality! i am your ******* quake and your daughter's **** unconscious of mythology give me mouth and ear and i am hell is purgatory and heaven too i am a quantumn traveller time is the relative irrelevant while space so infinite is play-dough some bread i am wild eyed: purple in red then purple in blue
sometimes like a dog i keep chasing my own tail so i imitate a dog chasing its own tail like imitation serpent in myth the dynamic cinema of image in Plato's cave i countered television with gaming and this emerged: Cities are like Bodies imaging traffic as blood clotting and buses and ***** and blood and roads veins and ******'s AUTOSTRADS BAHNS... the arteries and 100 years from now Gandhi was right already now: the Europeans used to hail Christ before going somewhere: then they'll start Hailing ******: Gandhi said from Christ to ******: and yes between Arab and Hebrew mutiny that circumcision should be a rite of passage not something to simply: SIMPLY inherit at birth but something you EARN like a cockring and an ice rink and a wedding ring and drunk marijuana high known intellect: pro bono: i rule the useful horses! i am the... so unearthed in an Egyptian shepherd and the chess are alive with zombie music of the elevator or telephone waiting in line... the grey zombie without love or fear of god reality because you can live a life without love or a ****** partner: but only with a fear of god and a thirst for knowledge and a mild tempered wisdom fission: fusion...
i came into this world as a diamond of coincidences and God the Myriad with Chernobyll April father Ares mother... Pisces: aligned months Mother February Father April Son May March of the Witches... conceived in September... allign the Hexes! allign the Hexe! no need to add English pluralism to the original Greek: Hex (singular) Hexe (plural): tranS-genderiSm...
but poem cna be like painting (a) a painting... if you forget it for a bit blank out before the canvas with too many thoughts
i know that i think
that's truer than cogito ergo sum... thinking doesn't translate into being: since so many zombies around...
scio id cogito.... wow! even i feel like trembling like when jon fosse i think i i think think i think i think think i think b
yes i'm thinking of retiring but not being a taxi driver read philosophy early marry like Muhammad a nice older woman hear your mother in law nagging like Hercules mythology because you are marrying your mother age wise realistically weird rainbow ******* talk of Puerto Ricans life is all rainbows like Edie's mom doesn't sound like Louise Low-IS: dyslexia from Family Goy... voy voy... i'm a ******* RECEPTICON
the hammer made the smithy and the algorithm and AI made the cyborg or the android? because ape or human i ain't!
weren't the Slavic people who pushed Judaism to the limit: should we say he was: and if he wasn't i'll walk through the Holocaust: let us make Marx give us Christianity as Utopia and not the Man: treat Christianity as Either Man or the Utopia of Man what do you seek in Christ? a Christ-World? or the Man? the Individual?! what do you need him for? you want his vision? clearly man's ontology does not allign with what Nature prescribed... man can't escape man only tame himself... the passive aggresive harmony nature allows we deploy false sentiments for having just grieved a lost faculty of world-adaptability: concerns:
weather and clothing... i wonder whether that lie was so bad you will know good from evil: why did i have to tell you that? because you were born unable to tell truth from lie: so i had to introduce that quadratic thinking of linear patterns i needed to allign you to the cyclone of Jupiter's headache at having only one eye: Jupiter wants to be blind: he's envious of Neptune's blind dog Pluto... i had to tell that one lie under instruction to keep you motivated by a tongue that hears and ears that speak and eyes all those harvests of eyeless souls... i see the lion's lineage and i see my own beard and i see: an s growing into an S and then slithering across E and across X like the diadem of the trinity an hour a minute a second... too practical a solution to be so personal well if i can oppose said parameters... Anti-imbued to reiterate like old mysterious thinking of Europe now Africa... that new home of the religion since Christianity left Europeans atheistic and secular and lost it's not high time for Africa to receive that medicinal wisdom of a ****** born of a ****** not having sedated a woman to just what exactly are we talking about? this is the epitome of mankind based upon two or three ******* sayings? double ding ding ******* dodo ding ding second round but i don't think islam will solve this )either_) so ******* Russian much pepper
i know that i think: because to measure: dementia prognosis: gnosis going fishing my old friends: who are dead: as a memory: a trajectory otherwise associated with: meditating in the cold, needing to ***... getting a hard-on for a dead **** star: Ava Lauren Aria Giovanni Ilona Osadchuck Edie Valitski:
like that's why **** is not so bad: if you still have your *******! xenomorph laughter... and Peter Griffin...
rite of passage: when you get married: unlucky for me i have two serpents circling that part i'd love to get rid off knowing i'd have regular *** with one woman... and it would be Edie and all the unmarried and uncircumcised men would have to walk around with rings and the married men would walk around circumcised and no jewels... and that could possibly be my one world:
circumcised men were the married men and wouldn't wear any rings i hate the metals on skin first a wooden sword then something else like a tongue for conversation... but a wedded truly intellectual man would be with a woman by being circumcised and not having a wedding ring on his finger of fingers... the rite of passage: don't take that away from them when they are born: let them the freedom to ******* the world away before they settle and find their beloved their suckle... i can't i wish but this is what i prescribe...
and that's what you are: cheap Arab: one book library strong: same Mongol Muscle: retreat please: from the Laboratory of Europe... please ******* you're contimatating it with your Inscest and Bad Poetry Schemes your faith doesn't bother me nor the blind... so go with it! but you are contaminating the laboratory of pristine ideas motivational ideas sorry... shoot them... the hybrids of cousin ******* incepticons are closing in! RECEPTICONS vs. the INCEPTICONS... cousing ******* passions? will never look at the next ****** ***** every bad again! more like a wise woman of Afghanistan!
sometimes i find or too many thoughts overhwhelm me and i find myself the dog chasing its own tail or like me looking for my beak but instead finding a nose and cross-eyed diving into water and becoming a very bad reminder of fish and if cross eyed there are parasitical worms symbiotic though not edible ones living on our eyes so need for carrots and onions and vitamin A...
cared about Ukraine as much as Czechoslovakia: Czechia it's almost like people somewhere someplace far far away like Delhi and Prague great double-think just the cowards politico i think maybe i am i am somewhat a bit of what i also think now anything is possible and coinciding with anything and everything: possibly: potential and possibly all...
these weren't.... just ordinary Mongols... KUZI! MUI! HI(GH)! SENG SHEE!
the bed is such frivolity but then nth adventure starts there's a daughter and anti-christ to begiun with Beijing be-guine...
him-she: 海 so imagine the Heb rew text trying to me superior to... that... fair enough with hieroglyphs... but.... imagine Hebrew competing with Kanji... and the Japanese
カイ KAI かい
Chomsky: semantics phonemics... i wonder if Aristotle will do.... given the two turtles drifting Japan apart the Hira and Naga Shimo and Sanaka...
you... want... to test me robotics style... please... let's begin...