i against i: finally the deadlocked passed i stopped wrestling with my mind and gave it all up for the calling of the heart, plane tickets booked 27th February through to 7th of June a long layover at San Francisco: jeez! i'll get to see sightsee the mainland of America for the first time 13h45 minute transfer from San Francisco international to Oakland Colliseum Aiport and a ride tram through the city oh what time will it be daytime or nighttime i wonder past the Prison Planet Alkoonze and maybe the Rock too because i have a thousand snakes in my head but only a pitiable worm in my heart yet the worm is more powerful than all the snakes put together to make a dragon yes i am reborn and so much and such is my joy that i can't even get drunk on 70cl of ***** and a drag of a joint my joy is too great it is a joy a gravity this worm in my heart is the fruit not allowed in Eden because i wonder if the story is told with Eve plucking the apple and the natrual harmony set in with the apple bitten into and technically making the worm living in it homeless: all the other trees didn't allow for parasites to make their fruits home that's why the serpent was guarding the tree because it had other living creatures in it while the other trees didn't... and if this is the fruit of my labours said the serpent let me ask a childish question about life and energy and reincarnation because once this dynamic rules this dualism of the cosmos: the worm in the apple becomes the serpent on the tree and vice versus i return to the apple as a worm and the worm replaces me such is my tedium and revenue... now i can feel the cunrches in my stomach and bile in my mouth like Beelzebub asked: what, no me? Azealia Banks - 212 ft - lazy jay... this is party baron Beelzebub it's like the music must be switched on... the disco must go on and the streets need to be piled up i want to see how authnetic is the **** Holy City... i want to see the junkies i want to see how far the Liberal Distopia does with terms of rabbits then on my return i'll stop over in New York West Coast first then East Coast looking through the telescope of the beast of the seas on Hawaii... i'll bring back the beast of the earth and return her like a Potato to the old continent then i'll call over the Russians to call over the Chinese to call over the Mongols... then we might move to ask the Japanese to team up with the Taiwanese and replicate the Great Migration of Polynesia... that ancient travel that is more admirable than the migration of the Jews and the diaspora of other tribes... i'm coming to America: i feel excited: Gandu Gandu... i'm going where you bothers and brothers from Asia and Africa will find it hard to find and me perhaps hard time for banana boats to reach Hawaii.